There must be some sort of Transformation going on.

I had the oddest dream last night.  I somehow found myself being chased by a man who I think I know/knew, who had the ability to turn into a monster,  (I know...different kind of monster), while I had the ability to shape shift into a child or my adult self.  This man was chasing me until I shape shifted into a child again where I hid among a large group of homeless children.  While I was hidden, he was stalking.  He knew I was there, but couldn't find me as a child.  Somehow he was able to fish me out and I ran while becoming an adult again.  He caught me and I woke up.  

Hate those dreams.  

Fast forward 2 hours later, there I sit in the living room of my mentor/teacher/friend, Lainey, going into deep transformational meditation during my coaching lesson.  I find myself enjoying a peaceful moment, time to breathe and feel...really feel peace.  I see a feather fall towards and a paper that says "Sacred Contract" appears below the feather.  It is signed by the feather with my name.  I then turn to see a golden field surround me.  It reminds me of long golden wheat miles and miles long, but it is gold energy.  Miles away I see a large door.  I'm in no hurry to open the door, as I am enjoying my field.  I find myself closer and closer to the door, yet in no hurry to open it or go through it in anyway.  I notice my mentor, Lainey a few hundred feet away from me in the field.  We wave and go back to enjoying the gold surrounding us.  Moments later, heads of people pop up everywhere and overpower my field, turning it murky and muddy.  Dark.  Oily.  I rise away from my field and go through the red doors where I am surrounded by smoke.  Brown/black smoke where I don't really know where I am or what I am doing.  Not frightened, but very smokey.  I wait while I see what is next.  A few moments later many bright white light figures come out to place their hands on me.  Downloading me, I assume.  I tell them that I need to get back to my life.  I have bills to pay.  They laugh at me and tell me it is under control.  Rest.  Allow.  Be.  

As I come out of the meditative state, Lainey assures me that it's just perfect.  I've left behind one sacred contract in my life, moseyed on through the fields of transformation into the shadow of darkness only to find the light.  All after being chased into adulthood by a scary monster.  

All in a days work....  

Embrace the messiness of your dreams and love the messiness of your days!  I'll keep you posted on what is transforming in my messy life.

Jen